I just feel like smashing things! I wanna throw, punch, rip up and stomp on anything that reminds me of any shit that I don't want to deal with. It's so terrible that I've been back in this hellhole for only a few weeks and already I'm contaminated with this bad attitude. It feels so familiar to me I can't even imagine being any different. I don't want to bother giving a fuck about anyone. fuck you and you and YOU!