Couldn't sleep well last night cause I was thinking about my bad habits and the fucked up slacker shit I do sometimes. It affects other people and I don't always care that much. I'm selfish. I make plans and break them. I'd rather be by myself more than with most people.
I spend money to feel better. I don't invite anyone so no one will question my purchases. I buy too much disposable shit. I tell myself I NEED to buy things but that's just cause I want them so bad.
AND, I wallow too- UGH.